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Thank God That God Has Two Hands!

Thank God That God Has Two Hands!

Dear Heavenly Father, You are so Gracious, so Merciful,
so Forgiving, so Wise, so Loving, so Bountiful in Your Blessings.

So Tender is Your Touch and yet so Mighty and so Powerful is the Strength of Your
Comforting Hands…
Carrying His tiny, delicate children across the dangerous abyss of darkness they
so often face,
taking on the woes, burdens, worries, troubles, and difficulties of His People as
they freely turn them over into His Hands, into Those same Powerfully Gentle hands.

And even when the tiny children perceive that they have slipped through the fingers
of Your Hand because this or that has gone wrong and not in their way, and they
feel they have been made to suffer in the flesh;

They fail to realize that Your OTHER Blessed Hand is beneath them in the end to
catch them after all! They fail to realize that God’s OTHER hand was there all along,
right there protecting them, ready to “save them” should they fall.

Perhaps they doubted. Perhaps they did not reach out to catch hold of, to grab,
to touch God’s Hand, but be Firm in your faith in God tiny children, for He will
NEVER let you down. You must ALWAYS TRUST GOD!

So if you did not quite make it on that first trip, you can Trust that God will
use his second Hand to catch you in the end before you fall because God really is
always there for you.

If you perceive that you are or have been made to suffer, add to your perception
that this is only a temporary, earthly life, and once you are caught by God’s other
hand, a whole new beginning awaits you, free from all the sorrows, pains, and burdens
of this earthly life.

If you perceive that you missed God’s first hand, think back through your life of
all the times that God’s second hand HAS intervened, at all the possibilities where
things could have been worse but weren’t.

Just think of all the wondrously amazing perceptible possibilities that are opened
up, just by letting God have not One, but TWO Hands!!!

When all the rhetoric gets boiled down though, simply remember that relationships
are based upon Love and Trust. You must Always Love AND Trust in God and in that
God will take care of you, and not let you down, and that God will “save you,” that
God will “catch you” in the end when it’s all said and done.

God simply says, “I gotcha” with you safely in His Loving, Gracious, Merciful, Blessed,
Trusting Hand.
I thank You God of All Creation for having me as a friend.
I Love You God.
I Trust You God.
I Love and Trust You God unquestionably.
You Truly are an Awesome God!
Amen.


God has The Universe in His Hands

 

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Do you want to see my dark place

A Dark Place,

I have a dark place inside me, but not inside my mind, inside me.

My mind, my heart, my being, my body, my soul combine to form this dark place.

It is like a tear in a piece of fabric, like a rip in jeans, but a jagged one that is uneven.

It runs from my collar bone down to my belly button and is narrow

and pointy at both ends and opens up towards the middle to about 4 inches wide.

 

There is awful in my dark place.

  I take souls and wrap my mind around their minds

   and bind them up while I take them to my dark place.

    Then their soul goes into my dark place,

      my eyes turn black and my skin becomes cold and stiff

        and my heart slows almost to a stop and I cannot feel anything,

          but I can see further and clearer than at any other time

           and I can hear better than at any other time

             and then an overwhelming wave of calmness flows through me.

 

I usually stop talking once I have them near my dark place.

 

There is no more need for words if it has gone to that point.

    And when they are in my dark place, I cannot speak words.

        All I can think of or see once the calmness has come is the bolt…

 

 

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[This is a poem I wrote on October 09, 2009.  This poem is very, very important to me and holds great meaning for my life, especially regarding the events of January 2010!  I can honestly and thankfully say that I no longer have a dark place and I am no longer haunted by the bolt…]

Chimney Crow

On the chimney, there sits a lonely crow,

Calls to his friends, his mate, we do not know.

Pitch as black, opposite of pure white snow.

He calls, but eventually he must go.

Not to worry, or fret, or fear,

His friends are gone, but still are near,

Just out gathering seeds my dear.

But to the crow, that was not clear.


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Damn Arm!

Move Arm!

  MOVE!

    Damn You!  Sitting there,

      numb, lifeless, mocking me.

        Who is in control of this arm if it is not me?

          I can still see you there, but you

            wont move and you wont feel.

Come back to me Arm.  Please…

 

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Gently, Softly

Gently

The Clouds Do Dance

And Slowly Drift Along

Whispering Their Song To The Ground

Softly



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Eucalyptus Sunbathing

I sat basking in the afternoon sun,

Eucalyptus trees, so majestic stood.

We enjoyed the sun, agreed it was fun.

Their bark is gone, but strong still is their wood.

Its leaves spread out and seemed to be happy.

They jostled for sun, but all found their way,

More of a party, they were all clappy,

Like worshipers of the sun, they did sway.

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Peaceful Harmony

Peaceful Harmony

No Longer At Odds With God

Bright Warmth Fills Me Now

 

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Speed Almost Kills

Dexedrine, Amphetamine Bliss

But from Sheri, there was no Kiss.

Faster I rushed through Hyperspeed,

The more I take, the More I Need.

Out of Control, my life had run

Fifth of Jack, Fist of Pills, My Friend

The Speed, The Rush, The Booze, The Gun

It Almost brought me to my End

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Refreshing Slumber

 Gentle tugs of sleep

  Eyes closed, dreams begin to come

   Blissful slumbering

    Head floating away

     The waves of warmth call to me

      Fall into deep sleep

       Minds eye filled with dreams

        Floating, Flying, so much Fun

         My mind wondering

          Adventures refresh>

           My body reenergized

            Rise with Morning Sun


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Loving Home

Home

Safe, Comfortable

Warming, Cooling, Protecting,

Soothing Embraces

Love

 

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