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Ah…it’s a beautiful morning…

The sky is clear and you can see forever.

The birds are singing and we have a lot of different birds up here.  It reminds me of those Discovery shows when they are in the Amazon Jungle!  LOL!!!

Sheri and I slept in a little late this morning cuddling.  I like to cuddle.  I’ve always been a big Teddy Bear

Unfortunately,   today is a rather high pain day.  I’m having a rather clear thinking day so far.  I hate dementia.  It sucks being 38 and having dementia, you know?  Anyway, I’ve come up with some good descriptions for 4 areas of pain that I have.  I have a lot more pain than this, but I’m tired of all this typing and can’t type anymore, so this is all I can describe for today.

I want you to take 5 freaking Phillips screw drivers and sit with them poking you in your spine, HARD, all freakin day long. 

And while you’re doing that, I want you to take a golf ball and press it at the base of your skull, right up at the top, just at the point where it connects to your spine, now take that golf ball and push it as hard as you freaking can into that hole there until you feel like you are going to POP your head off of your spine.

Take your thumbs and keep pressing on your eyes and releasing so that your eyeballs physically hurt inside their sockets and so that your vision is all psychedelic and weird and flashing white.

Take your right leg and twist it around sideways like you’re pulling a chicken leg off the chicken, and push it backwards at the same time so it’s stretched out, and hyper-extend your knee so that the pain in your knee cap screams every time your heart beats.

I think that’s a pretty good description of four of the 8 major pains that I have.  I’ve been trying to remember how to describe them better and trying to write things down and keep logs because my memory isn’t quite what it used to be.  Also, I’ve been doing it so that when I go to the doctor, I can actually tell them what’s wrong with me in a descriptive way that makes sense and that I can remember.

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